N. 418 (392) – TO CARDINAL ALESSANDRO BARNABÒ
AP SC Afr. C., v. 8, ff. 55–56v
W.J.M.J.
Verona, 27/12 71
Eminent Prince,
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Your Eminence’s esteemed letter of the 21st, far from discouraging me, has rather given me the greatest courage because in it I can clearly see the lively interest Your Eminence’s apostolic heart nurtures for unfortunate Africa.
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I have sold my will, my life and my whole self to the Holy See, that is to the Vicar of Christ, to His Eminence the Cardinal Prefect of Propaganda and to their representatives. I intend to work solely, and I would even say, blindly under their guidance and authority. Even if, by the grace of God I could convert the whole world, I would refuse to do so, except by the command and authority of the Holy See and of its representatives, the only source of blessing and life. For me, divine Providence is only the authority of the Holy See to which it was said: qui vos audit, me audit.
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Regarding the explorers in Kordofan, which is a matter of very little significance, for it is only a question of gaining a clearer understanding of the present conditions of the Africans, without which I cannot give Your Most Reverend Eminence an exact and full report concerning my request for a mission in Central Africa, I will be pleased to provide you shortly with the document signed by the Representative of my venerable Vicar Apostolic concerning myself and my Institutes. The four explorers have arrived safely and full of vigorous health in the desert. I am fully aware of the reasons for which the attempts made in Central Africa since 1847 have failed. Learning from the mistakes of our predecessors, from our long experience and from the thorough studies that have been made, by the grace of God, if the Holy See wishes, we will succeed in our arduous undertaking.
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Since, even if what Your Eminence and Propaganda had to say to me were the harshest reproofs, they would be dearer to me than all the praises in the world, so I warmly implore you, in the words of the Apostle argue et increpa. This will ensure that both myself and my co-workers always act according to the will of God, with the greatest prudence, and under the constant direction of God’s representatives.
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By the spirit of the Rules of the Verona Institute, which I drafted after prolonged studies, authoritative consultations and considerable experience and knowledge of the arduous Work I have undertaken and is the object of my sleepless nights and deep sighs, Your Eminence will be convinced that we are not taking the matter lightly, that there is constant reflection and that we are proceeding with the utmost care.
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Argue, increpa et benedic this poor and useless, but faithful usque ad mortem servant, who has the honour of signing in the Sacred Hearts of Jesus and Mary
Your Most Reverend Eminence’s most humble and unworthy son
Fr Daniel Comboni