[2380]
It is truly right to praise the Lord, and our good bursar St Joseph, who really wants to save the Africans. Twenty thousand lire is no slap in the face. The charity of our friends in Prague is admirable. I wrote to Mgr Bragato that for the purchase of the Caobelli house we need 20,000 lire, and asked therefore whether Their Majesties might help us to pay for the house; but at the same time I wrote to Negrelli to push for 20,000 lire, while in my heart I was content with 3,000 florins. Instead the Child Jesus, who is good, granted us the whole amount. Praised be Jesus. You see clearly, Your Excellency, that God wants the Work for Africa.
[2381]
I am therefore of the opinion that Your Excellency should advise the most venerable Rector of the Seminary to take measures to move the tenants out and to do what he thinks best to pay as soon as he receives the money, since we will gain a lot by paying right away. The Most Venerable Rector is most able in these matters and I believe that on the 16,600 lire with which he took over the house we will have made considerable profit by paying right away. In the meantime, I will correspond with Negrelli to see if he will send the money directly to Verona, or whether I will have to go and fetch it in Prague. Should that be the case, it would be good if I could deposit it in Vienna with some correspondent of Commendatore Trezza, from whom Your Excellency could receive it without losing a cent.
[2382]
Every day I ask God for 1. Crosses, 2. Good personnel, 3. Money. And see how the good Jesus also prepares crosses for the good of the Work.
[2383]
Here is a big one: Fr Stanislao is now complaining because he says I betrayed him, and he is now forced to return to Europe. He wrote me a letter which pains my heart. I foresee that we will end up losing these two men, not because we want to lose them, but because they want it. Perhaps it will be best to work with our own tools; but this saddens me very much because they are two good men. But I reflect objectively on what Mgr Ciurcia (whom I had asked to pacify Fr Stanislao and convince him to stay) wrote to me 10 days ago: “Do not hope that I will take a single step, or waste a single word to influence someone to stay who, even if he has all the best qualities, lacks the main one: not knowing how to be submissive”.
[2384]
It seems Fr Stanislao has obtained from Mgr Ciurcia some letters to authorise the Canon to hear the confessions of the Nuns: he entrusted the administration of all this to Ravignani, and he lives as an outside guest in the College (so he tells me) prepared to be the cellarer as long as he is wanted. I consider that, until I get back to Cairo, it would be most prudent not to give any news to the members of the Institute who generally have a high opinion of the two Camillians, or to the Associations to whom I have spoken in glowing terms of these two.
[2385]
This said, it seems to me appropriate to arm ourselves with patience and take things calmly. Then, if nothing in the content of the letter Fr Stanislao writes to you prevents it, I would think it good for Your Excellency to write Fr Stanislao a most soothing paternal letter, urging him to trust in God, because you will be seeing the General about not recalling them to Europe, and rather to await the end of the frightening events in Europe to arrange everything.
[2386]
I need all the calm God always grants me in a storm to have the necessary patience. The General and the Provincial of the Camillians declare that they have not a single man for Africa; and Fr Carcereri claims that we should entrust to the Camillians (after all the past and present fuss) such an important Work on account of two men alone, and place ourselves, canons and priests, as lodgers of the Camillians. The basic element is lacking: humility. There is also a letter from Fr Stanislao to Fr Artini: for Your Excellency to decide how to write, it would be good for you to know the content of the enclosed letter from Fr Stanislao to Fr Artini and then interrogate the latter on this issue.
[2387]
Anyway, may you do whatever the spirit of God suggests to you is best, about which a Superior like Your Excellency is informed directly by God. At the root of all this is that cursed egoism of monks and friars which dominates nearly all religious Orders: “The Order, then Christ and the Church”. It is a hard but unavoidable truth, known already in the time of the Apostles and of which St Paul speaks… The great good that is done is no great thing, says the friar, if it does not come from the Order.
[2388]
First comes the Church, then the Order. The Orders are nothing but the hands of the Church.
[2389]
However, in the midst of my grief I am overjoyed that your paternal heart should be consoled by the blessing from Prague. There will be other greater consolations; but be prepared for other greater crosses, for they are necessary to make things as God wants them.
[2390]
I only reached Munich tonight. When I got to Bolzano, its Most Reverend Prelate having told me that there were 4 Majesties in Merano, I immediately went that way. However, after having walked from the city up the mountain to the Imperial Prince’s castle, I was with the King of Naples in a room that was so hot that I caught a cold when I came out. After half an hour’s walk I went to pay my respects (not fruitlessly) to Princess Hoenzollern Sigmaringen, the aunt of the notus of Judaea, and stayed with her an hour in an even warmer room. I had to remain in bed at the good Capuchins in Merano; then I stayed a few days with His Most Reverend Highness the Bishop of Bressanone at his magnificent palace in the company of Mgr Cosi, the Vicar Apostolic of Shantung: there, with good firewood and tonics I was perfectly cured. Yesterday morning I stopped at Innsbruck to see Countess Spaur (who accompanied Pius IX in 1848) and a cousin of mine.
[2391]
I say nothing for now of Catholic Germany’s sentiments as regards Rome: I want to sniff around a bit more. It is certainly not what we in Verona believe it. Fr Curci spoke a great truth perhaps.
[2392]
We trust in God and in Him alone do we rest.
I would like you to send me the letter of the Bishop of Passau and the record of the Masses celebrated by the Rector for Munich. I have not yet spoken to anyone here in Munich, except with my friend Mgr Oberkamp, to whom I explained half the Munich business. Give my regards to our incomparable and holy Rector of the Seminary, Fr Vincenzo; a thousand respects to Marchese Ottavio and a happy festive season and new year from
Your most humble son Fr Comboni